theres a dance tonight and gabbies comin! and maybe hunter! im eating a tortilla cuz i can't find anything else. i took a shower and i used all the hot water. i finally shaved my legs. it feels good haha. i saw when in rome. it was cute. it was lame but really funny. her sisters husband was quite attractive. her sister was like my height and super duper skinny. i have to practice before the jackmans and hunters come. live long and prosper.

today sucks. i don't know why. i just got randomly depressed last night and its the same today. i have really low self-esteem right now. i don't know why. i think i may be bipolar. or maybe im just a teenager. its 13:13 right now. just saying. i rented gilbert grape the other day. it was just like the book so i didn't finish it. it was rather depressing and boring because i already read the book which was depressing. i want a root beer float. or a malt.

hi. wats up. long time no see. no one reads this anymore. but watever...i bought viva la cobra today. i now own 4 cd's...my friend killed a duck today...golfing...hit it. haha i think it's funny but my mom doesn't....i think everyone should listen to one at a time by travie mccoy. it's amazing. its about his trip around india and africa spreading hiv awareness. if you buy the song the money goes to the staying alive foundation thing...so do it. bye! live long and prosper.

Hello there. I haven't updated in...a long time. So. I'm listening to my fave band. All Time Low. lol. I have alot of fave bands. Just kidding. Its not that much. ATL, Gym Class heroes. Anyway. I think I'm gonna go on a walk. That's my fave thing to do. But no one likes walks. so I go alone. It's not that bad but sometimes they don't let me go cuz I'm alone. But last night they did. And last week they did. Okay buh bye.

My fave FOB song. maybe. i have alot...

Look out for Brendon!

i need a viola if anyone has one. so if you know of one tell me.

I just read an interview with Adam Young and fell in love. http://orchorde.buzznet.com/user/journal/?period=2008-11

Arrowbear!!!!!!

my posse on skit night lol charlotte, tim and aaron
Lizzie in our cabin...

"Shirtless boys!" "Where?!" "There!"

Me on a rock
Haha Tobins shorts
Tobin and his adorable little bro
Thomas on a rock at happy gap watching the sun set
Gabbie, Cameron, me. when camerons dad saw it he was like "that's ma boy"
Ma homies James and Gabbie
james and charlotte

Arrowbear was the most amazing experience ever. Everyone was so friendly. I had friends by the end of the first day. James was the best friend I made there. He wants to be a producer for music and he raps. He was so inspiring to me cause he was so positive and he had a plan for what he wanted to do in life. I love him so much. James, Gabbie and I had really deep discussions that we couldn't have had with anyone else but James. There was some drama between our quartet and James really helped me and Gabbie through it. James and Gabbie were the only people I could have really opened up to. We cried, laughed, sand and danced together which made us like best friends. I'm going to his brother Cameron's bday party on Friday in Long Beach and I can't wait to see them! Most of our friends from camp are going to be there!
The music was very challenging. The first day I thought our conductor Stephen was going to murder us he worked us so hard. I thought that would just be the first day but it got worse. One rehearsal we worked on the same 10 measures for 45 minutes but in the end it was worth it. Our concert sounded really good and I couldn't believe how much we improved. We played the overture of Oberon by Weber, Silhouette by idk, George Gershwin in concert (which was AMAZING!) and gradetzky march by Strauss, and an Elgar piece. I really learned how to use my bow while I was at camp. The middle week was quartet week and the people in my quartet were really good. We played the @nd quartet by David Stone which was really fun. Alot of people said our quartet was the best (partly because we got the best music) everyone else got mozart or haydn.
Well Stephen was the best conductor I have ever worked with. He was so tough on us but he really made us sound amazing. He has an orchestra he will be conducting down the hill so hopefully I will be able to do that.
As you can see from the pics I spent ALOT of time at happy gap. It was amazing just going up ythere for an hour everyday to chill and watch the view. People would play ultimate frisbee at the park and we would watch them from up at happy gap.
Campfire was one of my favorite parts of the day because the atmosphere was so comforting and family-ish. We would sing and people just shared whatever they wanted. I saw more shooting stars at campfire than I have in my whole life.
Posse: the second or third day Dennis (he owns the camp) made us get in groups with people we didn't know and some we did know and these were our posse's. Charlotte, Aaron, Tim, Caitlin, Shorty and Jenny were my posse. We did our skit which kinda failed because Shorty got sick right before so Jacob had to sit in for him. Dennis made us really open up and tell/explain ourselves and about our lives to our posse which was really good for me cause I don't open up to people.
Mornings were great too because we would wake up and see our best friends and that was really nice. Gabbie was crazy in the mornings so we had so much fun. Also every morning we would get into rank and give massages to the people in front of us, behind and next to us. It was reeeaaally nice. And I miss good morning hugs and bedtime hugs so much.
The dances were...eh. Cause I don't dance. The rave was lame so all the guys took their shirts off cause there was nothing better to do haha.
Well moral of the story: Arrowbear is amazing, you will improve as a musician,as a person, and as a friend. Cassie you HAVE to come next year. Oh and btw there were alot of hotties which gives you more reason to come next year lol

Going off to camp tomorrow.
I should probably go pack but I think I'll leave that to the very last minute.
I have realized that about 85% of my shirts are v-necks.
3 days after I come home from camp Cobra Starship's new album comes out!!!!!!!!!
if you can't tell, i'm very excited
good girls go bad is amazing so I hope the rest of the album is as amazing as the one song.....
cassie, look up their video of Church of Hot Addiction.
it's hilarious
mom is doing a painting of my head
I like the name jonah
it's cute
it sounds like noah and jonas put together
the word nincompoop reminds me of pigeons
so i want a pet pigeon and i would name it nincompoop
i don't like broccoli in case you were wondering
but its kinda good with ranch
so if your gonna make me eat it just give me ranch to go with
my chapstick died today
i almost cried
it melted
it was sad.
See you in 3 weeks.
Peace out.

This makes me smile

Cee-Lo |MTV Music

I had a dream that I was on the lake beach and dad told me Brendon Urie was engaged. So I went to their website and it was all halloween themed. I was sad so I went to a book store. It turned out to be Spencer Smith's store and everything was really cheap. I found a book that was Theodosia and I bought it for Christie. So Brendon and his fiance were there and she was kind of ugly. Then they got in a HUGE fight cause she didn't want him to tell his fans about getting married. She broke up with him and stormed off. I felt really bad for being there so I was about to leave and Brendon's grandpa told him to get me another book from the shed. It was raining and we went outside and we were sharing an umbrella. He asked if he could kiss me and i was like hehe yes. I asked if his fiance was coming back and he said do you want her to come back? I was like uh no...then he was like okay. it was weird. Yeah it was a good dream...

Gabe&Gaga

Gabe Saporta.....
These are awesome! I want them!
Isn't her hair amazing in this photo?
This movie was amazing! I think it was my favorite of all of them. I love the weasleys. Fred and George are y faves. And Ron.

Fave's of the day

Fave person of the day: Andy Samberg
Why: He's amazing
Fave Song: Oh Glory!~Brendon and Spencer. I guess they are still called Panic at the disco but maybe they should just be panic disco cause ryan and jon were what glued them together. they were the at and the the lol
Why: Brendon is...indescribable. there's not a word that explains how amazing he is.
fave word:amazing
why:amazing is the only adjective i know which is why i say it so much
fave fictional character of the day: sam gamgee
why:he's amazing, and adorable and sweet as pie

p.s. i don't think i have ever said sweet as pie before.

Cool Guys Don't Look At Explosions

Kayla and Kupono

wow this almost made cry. almost. sorry i couldn't find a shorter version. i don't like the poeple who danced after kayla and kupono tho so...

5 bad things

1. Ryan and Jon left Panic at the Disco.
2. Our car died.
3. I lost $20
4. I now owe some lady $10
5. I am in DESPERATE need of clothes.

#1 made me cry the most. I love Ryan and Jon. They are so talented and brought so much to the band. I'm excited to hear what they do apart from panic. But the band will not be nearly the same without them. I guess Brendon and Spencer are continuing to write new music and a new album from panic will come out some day. So atleast panic didn't die from the news.
#2 just kind of sucks because it means i will not be getting clothes for a while.
#3 also means I will not get new clothes.
As does #4. But as a side note to #4 I do not like the lady I owe money to so it does not please me that I have to pay her. She said think of it as a gift but I could tell she wants her money back.
#5 has to do with the fact that I just got rid of all my clothes that don't fit, clothes I never wear, and clothes that are just plain ugly. My drawer is half full. One half is completely empty. I did not get rid of my trashy jeans just incase I didn't get new ones in time of camp.

Some good things...

1. I got a new shirt
2. I went swimming.
3. I went to Olive Garden.
4. I'm going to camp soon.

summer is boring i cant wait till camp

hahaha

Benny and Joon is the cutest movie ever!!!!!!! I love Johnny Depp. He's my favorite.